Fuck you for leaving me alone.

You say something so awful to me and I don't even react the way I want to. I don't hurt you like I want to. I don't destroy what I love...

BUT YOU DESTROY ME AND SAY FUCK YOU AND YOUR LOVE AND SACRIFICE AND STRIFE! FUCK YOU FOR THE HARDEST THING YOUVE EVER DONE BECAUSE I AM UNKIND AND DO NOT LOVE YOU! I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND IF BY YOU NOW, FINE. IF BY ANOTHER LATER, EVEN BETTER, BECAUSE I HATE YOU AND YOUR JEALOUSY AND I DONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU ANYMORE. I DONT EVEN TAKE INTO ACCOUNT YOUR FEELINGS ANYMORE BECAUSE I HAVE DECIDED THEY DONT MATTER.

FUCK YOU KATHLEEN. SINCERELY, THE ONE YOU LOVE AND SWORE TO LOVE FOREVER, ADAM.